Heart beating hard against my cage,

Headache throbbing and settling in.

Nerves on edge, uncertainty surrounds,

Three months to wait, maybe it’s not…

Not that critical, perhaps calm is in order?

Still, my mind spirals, what if there’s…

There’s nothing that can be done…

Maybe waiting to see if there is improvement

All on its own. Whatever ‘IT’ is.

No wonder sleep isn’t easy, but I hope…

It’s nothing to worry over, just keep going.

No time to stop anyhow, whatever ‘IT’ is.