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Fitful Nights

My heart races, my brain pounds.

Nothing can start to calm me down.

Hours upon hours I ruminate,

Fleeting and separate thoughts flood my mind.

Why is it during these stressful times,

Sleep eludes me and the world keeps spinning?

It just keeps going as I walk the midnight floor.

I force myself back to bed, but it keeps on,

Until finally, a happy memory floods into me.

Why does my mind go back to that one moment?

Is it truly the most blissful memory I have?

While my heart is racing still, my mind slows,

Savoring each moment my mind plays.

Then finally, I calm down, feeling warm

From my extremities to my core.

One question remains, do you remember too?

Then I finally find peace and fall asleep.

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Tea Denied!

My heart is broken, soon you will see.

I visited the store, a clearance sign, oh me!

Say it isn’t so, goodness it can’t be.

They will no longer carry my favorite tea.

Without Earl Grey Creme, without my dreamy,

How will I make my London Fog thick and creamy?

Starbucks decision for Teavana is just unseemly.

This sadness makes my glasses all steamy.

Now the search is on for me,

All for love of a great cuppa tea.

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Cookies

“Phhhhbt!” the sandy haired boy blew raspberries at the brown eyed curly haired girl standing in his front yard.

Her lower lip wavered a moment. “Momma said to bring this over!” She stretched out her hands, balancing a plate full of peanut butter cookies with chocolate kisses.

The boy stepped out from behind the porch railing. “Are those kiss cookies?”

The little girl blushed. “Yes. I helped momma make them.”

The little boy raced down the front steps and ran up to her, reaching for the plate. He exclaimed, “My favorite!”

The little girl turned her Mary Jane patent shoed foot inward. “Yay! I hope you like them.” She handed him the plate. A brown curl fell across her forehead.

He grinned as he took the plate, then turned and ran back to the porch. He yelled back , “Thanks!” and gave her a quick wave.

He swung open the screen door and called to his mom, “Look! Cookies!” then disappeared behind the squeaking door.

The little girl turned back to her house. A sweet smile crept across her lips as she skipped home.

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Dominion

Does man truly have dominion over this world?

Over the plants and animals, the living things.

Leaving the weather and other-worldly things to God or the lesser gods?

Why do some need to exert such control?

Is it really the civilized thing to do?

Shouldn’t we really live our lives and

Let others live theirs?

Sure, protection from each other is needed;

I am not saying anarchy is any better;

Such is the folly for survival of the fittest.

But to build, we seem to first destroy.

Some insist that all life is precious,

Then commit wars in its name.

When the end of life is too painful,

We take our pets to the vet to do the humane thing;

But we allow for humans to suffer until the very end despite pleas for relief,

We take the rights of mothers away until the child is born;

But what if that child would still die,

Suffering through it’s only moments of life?

No, we must hope for a miracle, one that rarely, if ever, comes.

How can we call ourselves humane?

All because man believes he has dominion of this world.

All because someone in power is busy playing God.

Maybe one day we’ll figure this mess out.

I just hope it isn’t too late.

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The Price?

Tensions run high as the war starts.

Men with their subservient women applaud

Not understanding what they unleashed.

Soon, even the subservient will pay a price,

If no one steps up to stop the reversion of time.

What will be the next pillar to fall?

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Quilted Pieces of Life

I hoped I would have the chance

To one day pass on my grandmother’s quilt.

The one she made when I was a child,

From scraps of my own mother’s clothes.

Alas, no children of my own,

And too many nieces to pick.

I’d rather it go to one of yours,

But for now, that wouldn’t be right.

So I hold it in a closet,

and look at it now and then,

The purple trim and quilted pieces,

I just hope one day it can be passed on

To someone who cares as much as I do.

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Insight

Treat me like a woman,

Tease me, hug me, talk to me too.

Have a little interest in me,

And I’ll build my world to include you.

One moment gently touch me, show you care,

Another time, throw me down and pull my hair.

Read my moods, or ask how I feel.

Both work great if you are sincere.

I’ll open my world to you when I feel love,

And I’ll stand by you when push comes to shove.

Isn’t that what it’s about, being there?

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Escape from Nothing

She screamed into the darkness in despair.

Not a sound echoed, not a sound returned.

The abyss swallowed her voice.

She trembled, but not from the cold.

There was…nothingness.

No heat, no cold. No light. No sound.

She’d fall to the floor if she could,

But there was no floor, no ceiling, no walls.

Her pale feathers wrapped around her as she balled up.

Tears welled in her eyes, but then disappeared.

There was no liquid, no dryness.

She closed her eyes, and the view was the same. Nothing.

She opened them again, peering into the dark.

Finally, something. Red in the darkness.

She heard a sound when she thought she was most lost.

Metal on metal. Boot to girder.

The emptiness had lied.

The plodding footsteps advanced.

Steadily and then they picked up speed.

She feared what was to come.

Was this the end?

She saw the crimson outline of dark wings.

Saturated in blood.

She shuddered, her white wings began to glow with blue light and stood on end.

She closed her eyes tight, flinching as he neared.

Then, the softest touch on her cheek.

She slowly opened her eyes.

His lips parted, his voice was as gentle as the softest lamb.

It’s okay. I am here.

When they touched, the darkness faded.

He scooped her up from her floating position.

In the light she could now see that she knew his face.

She was saved by his love once more.

His boots continued to clink against the ground.

Hours passed in the vastness, but their light helped lead them along their way.

Finally, he found the path that would lead to their escape from this dark place.

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Divided

You know I’m yours, right?

She paused and looked at him shakily.

He took in a long breath.

He was hers too, but.

It isn’t time.

Her shoulders dropped.

Each lifetime they do this dance.

I know. It isn’t time.

He looked her over.

His heart divided.

Her heart divided too.

A tear rolled down her cheek.

He stepped toward her to dry it.

She stepped back and turned away.

Promise, don’t go too far?

I’m right here.

She pointed to her heart.

Always.

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Fireworks

The cacophony of sound paused her heart.

Then the night sky lit up in lights.

The shimmering sparkles danced up above,

Oohs and aahs came from the crowd.

He grabbed her hand and pulled her close.

Another burst, and this time, their lips met.

The taste of strawberry awaited on her tongue.

He curled her brown hair behind her ear,

Then pulled her tight to him. No secrets to hide.

Another explosion midair sealed the deal,

another round of fireworks set for later that night.